arg..

i'm in need of a catalyst. success comes to those who work hard..

or are lucky. and i'm definitely not working hard towards my inevitable success..

but i'm not lucky, either.

i'm having one of those 'stalled out' phases. nothing seems to be progressing, and i am way too comfortable.. and i just want to scream at the top of my lungs until i cough up some blood. i want to kick out of this rut so hard that it knocks some sense into someone else.

i just need to wake the fuck up, man. life's too precious to wallow away in my own misery and self-loathing..

it's just so easy to get complacent..