perspective

change it up

9pm

best,
you've got to be the best
you've got to change the world
and you use this chance to be heard
your time is now

don't,
let yourself down
don't let yourself go
your last chance has arrived
-muse

well..

*

here i am again. it's been a while, hasn't it? a little over a week, and let me tell you, i've been having withdrawals, damnit.

but seriously though, i miss brady and marci already. they provided me with something this past week that i've been missing out on since my relationship ended with my ex; some sort of companionship, and a dose of constant human interaction.

with a little bit of cleavage to wash it all down.

i'm off to bed now. alone.

*click the image, there does happen to be a touch of sun left in the shot.

4am

 

lazy days

being out of comission isn't very fun. as an example, i took a picture of lucky, my cat.

it's so exciting. believe me.

shit, did i forget the exclamation mark? nope, i did. good.

how i'll miss you

until you come again tomorrow.

i'll be waiting.

if it weren't for my bad luck..

..then i'd have no luck at all.

i think i'll take the no luck, thank you very much!

i'm almost there why should i care
my heart heart is hurting when i share
someone open up, let it show
_red hot chili peppers

i need to talk to someone.
but there's no one to talk to.
i want to open up to someone.
but there's no one to open up to.

what doesn't help the situation is.. i want to stay in san diego. but there's no one here for me to share with. share my stories, my feelings.. it's all superficial, nothing real, nothing cemented.

no one to call my friend. in a city with over a million people, i'm all alone.

an emotional low to say the least. god. damn. it.