last time i did this-

-i was dressed at a chicken and had some dignity
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yeah, it's like that. i abhor relationships at this point in my life. can't see myself dealing with the games, the drama, the bullshit. and for what? the little bit of happiness you experience in the beginning? the connecting? the lovey-dubby bullshit?

sure, you may think the lack of action is talking, but i've been single long enough to realize the difference, and experienced enough up to this point to know what i'm working with. my ideals and my ideas just don't match up with the general public for the most part, and that creates tectonic shifts in the search for 'love'. hell, my friends don't even appeal to me as people anymore as i get on with the passing days.

[sigh]

i can't even talk to people about my thoughts i get them so lost.