i'm almost there why should i care
my heart heart is hurting when i share
someone open up, let it show
_red hot chili peppers

i need to talk to someone.
but there's no one to talk to.
i want to open up to someone.
but there's no one to open up to.

what doesn't help the situation is.. i want to stay in san diego. but there's no one here for me to share with. share my stories, my feelings.. it's all superficial, nothing real, nothing cemented.

no one to call my friend. in a city with over a million people, i'm all alone.

an emotional low to say the least. god. damn. it.